see my bro in-law's blog... ada ku gmbr2 kai EOS 1000D...my bro inlaws punya..yg bawah2 aku punya

@ http://ryan-erdi.blogspot.com/

ani saja for now...lawa kli gmbr2 kmi ambil...i dun have memory card reader bah..hahaha

just wanna update yg kubuat last time

Last nite was...read on babes

Last nite was serious fun..siuk kali ah...
bah aku ceta dri awal2

MUla2..hahahapakan..
Kmi were planning sama lalal ke tasek lama...p ia nda dpt..
then just go fetched ayu with my mum..then antar my mum
then we go to tasek lama
and meet adi arah aimi's hse...
then we go tasek lah...
sana kmi buat rock climbing..
nda g btali tu aduh...sikit g ku kn gugur..
hahaha
licin jua..nda ku kn tsupport bah

so kmi selen tu anak thetheraputic rocks ah..they say to ilang kn tension n good for bld circulation...
antam tah dorng
SAKIT ada plng...audh..mcm menyucuk2 wah...
pastu jogging p aku tke pics lah...
n then catch up with ayu n adi.....so adi went home kmi qlap..then go lah kmi ke stadium..sal atm nda bek..buduh...p alum kuar the elaun kali...

so we called lalal up..and ask her d mna ia n everything ..putung ceta sikit she suggest to go to pantai serasa..then sana kmi gmbr2 n then tunggu ia n ceta lah sampai lalal dtng n then lalal dtng we chat22222222..bnyk...seriously siuk bah ceta..hahaha
it was fun..but before kmi ke serasa we got lost searching for pantai serasa...
antah jgn th tnya cna bulih kmi sasat

yg penting nya..kmi salah masuk simpang...gila bah tampat kmi sasat tu...hahhaha...nah luan siuk beceta..hahaha..
lapas tu...bukan lapas lost..hahhaa
lapas serasa we got hungry n went to KFC..d kianggeh...
that was my first time ke sana..hahaha..ala we did not take pics..ala..hehehe

karang tah ku update the pictures..naleh ku nie...hehehe

trying to make it up

Trying to catch up...
It's been so long I haven't hang out with the guys
probably my fault jua
so many things have been happening these days

I got a little awkward
I did apologize tdi arah azrie + fzman
I have missing the guys
let's just say something happened

I hope to reunite them
maybe slowly
but it's worth a try
not that kind of person to give up easily

amazing how friendships comes and goes
I'll make it right this time
it is as if it's my calling...apakan???!!!

Wearing the ROLE MODEL shirt back again

wering this cos Hasnal pakai baju mcm ani bah..love his shirt...lawa bah ..
it kinda remind me of my baju...
i didn't plan to wear it tdi plng but since ku nampak so pakai aja tia...
plus mine is much better than his san ku..hahaha..jgn marah nal
sal aku j

snapshots from kemarin masa cuti kereta..maklum buang boreng

Puasa-ingdone...another 32 days more

Puasa tdi..
sampai jua..
hehehe
Thanks Aimi for membelanja-ing me
Heaven & Earth Jasmine Tea..
that's my favourite btw...
swueet bah my best friend ani!!
terharu me tdi me altho me nda show
hehehe
hugs & kisses

Yesterday's afternoon snapshots

After talking a lot of stuffs with Mr.Dee
I straight away take pictures
Baru tah mata ku clear cos I coped with the stress x
hehehehe
C U WEN I C U

last nite @ ICC:Pertandingan Al-Quran

Mikin chubby org masuk nursing nie

macam mualaf aku ah

bisai jua org liat si Hasnal...raget kali ia kai caramelayu complete

we were there
just for a while

mmmm
what can I say?

Hope Adibul wins again
so able to defend his title..

amintah ia manang malam ani
was not in the mood taking pictures that nite..lighting bah nda cukup

Kepada Orang Suka Copy & Paste

I just heard a rumor which is not a rumor by the way about
MY WORK
kna copy & paste...
selama ku hidup ah...
nda aku pernah bah buat kraja copy and paste ani
kecuali kraja2 dlm bahasa melayu
...dri internet pun nda bulat2 bah ku copy & paste..
last2 ah..ku ubah bah with my own words..n my creativity
cgu MOna suruh kamu refer as guidelines aja...
apa yg kamu buat...
copy and paste..bida jua...
cubatah mun nda tau mmbuat cana tu tnya bah arah ku...
I'll be glad to help..mun ikut kan hati ah..
jangan tah ckp sal atu..
hati ku nda penting...
yg penting kerjasama wah...
& btw I will take actions nie
sorry lah kalau kamu inda suka what I will do..
I will take drastic measures If I have to.
cuba deh faham ckp cgu MONAlisa...
sal references ku yg kna copy and paste ah...
aku bah naleh2 n my group mencari...
cubatah usaha!!!!
cuba deh usaha cri sendiri
kalau bulih buat semula without looking
at my work and without the guidelines...nanti in future
if kamu kna suruh buat sendiri...
ada jua complications arah kmu..fikir3 tah bnyk kn future kamu...
bek tah bljr dri awal ani...for those people yg copy and paste tu...bek tah sadar2kan diri ah..aku nda tau sapa2 kamu yg copy and paste...but please I'm begging u...
jgn copy & paste...
jgn smpi mulut ku ani smpi arah cgu surayati and cgu sendi

Thanks for saving my future

Thanks for saving my future life (career to be exact), Mr. Dee.
Hope to learn more from a person who thinks like me.
Sorry for making you think a lot.
Appreciate the effort and help.
Mr Dee is the orange guy. Sorry for the too orange

Thnx 4 teaching me Pahrmacology drug calculation

I need serious help with calculus!!!!
I'm so bad at it
so bad that I sucked at math..hahaha
apakan?????
hahaha
Well what I did was group study with Liza + Remi + Fidah
thnx gurlz...rweally appreciate it
I got 24/25..
I failed plng actually nya...but I was so confident tho aku pass bah...
must be 100% pass kali ah...
Ayu sama aku sama...Aimi failed plng but I think she'll pass the resit test...pandai kali my bestfriend atu...
math kali ah...
her area...
nwy, glenn (staff nurse ward 6) thnx for teaching me though although pandai g aku calculating...hahaha

Hey, went to ICC

Yea like the title said...
ICC
We went there and there were no seats for us...
Lucky us...
we get to go home early
I want to see Adibul (miss that guy) read the Al-Quran
Kalau ia baca ah....macam...so lawa n merdu wah
I even wrote poem to him
"The Sound of the Holy Book"
I wonder if he can still keep his title...
as world champion x..
nanti aja ku tnya Raffi..hahaha
I eman to tagur plng but he was so far away so mls th ku
We went to MyNest instead
Sma Hadi & Ayu & Sheedah & Lina & Vella
smpi kul 11:50PM KMI SANA DRI KU 9pm x..sorie tetakan capslock...
ku delete post yng last one sal takut bad record..plus sian jua cgu tu..
tpi masih plng ku sasak meliat mukanya ah...
nwy life goes on..hahaha..that's what they all said
bnr plng tu

Medical students

mmmm..entah ah...yg kmi rasa Ok orang sana tu...well c SAL & DIVYEN..nda ku tau yg len ah...but the important thing is dorng tu melayan bah..apa nya org nda taiming...
ada yg ku tagur...but no response bah..aku duduk sebalah nya bah saying hello...and he's like so ignoring...
taiming kah apa..nda jua patut nda kedengaran..I was really next to him bah...hahahaha...tuli kah apa...hahaha

unexpected visit @ Sumbangsih

Guess who came?
The princesses...
Princess Azemah & Princess Fazilah
They came to visit Nabeel's Art Corner
I was there.. at 1st I thought the cars outside were some V.I.P's..when I came in Nabil & Fatimah filled me in...U-di was there too unexpectedly..ahaha..
Anyway, The Princesses praised on Nabil's Art Work and 1 thing for sure they said that Nabil's work is so like real..hehehe
even I was impress when I met Nabil..I mean who would because Nabil was into detail..
I'm not sure if I can post the pictures I took of them there but here are some pictures of the autographs which I think are super cool
Mau plng ku masuk kan p i dun have the courage bah..hehehe

Y du WE hv 2 muv so early?

I'm so not ready...
lots of things in my mind...
As I'm not looking forward to move out
as well to move in...
I'm not thinking just the allowance but I'm thinking how I'm going to
cope and learning with the future doctors...
I mean they're like super smart
what I am so stressed about is the things that are going to happen for tomorrow...
Like..why do I have to be the leader????!!!!
It's very stressing..being so reliable & all (though I think I am not)
Now I really know how AEIOU felt like when her name is called out.

Being the teacher's pets,
terpaksa tah ku maintainkan my attitudes & attendances
in order to get a degree...
The thing is I'm so afraid of the things to come &
my head is like thinking the same things all over again...
as if I can't stop thinking
I wish to cope the stress just by flicking my hand...just like that
Let's just see what happens

I wish to shout out loud for everything that has been bothering ME
I wish for my best
I wish and pray my way of handling things will sort this out
I wish things will be easier
hope my determination to be a doctor under M.H.U & a licensed Psychiatric will be enough to make me survive in that institution of MEDICINE
Kan menangis ku rasanya
For the record, I rather be an Art teacher (but I can't make that happen...unfortunately).
However, I think God has plans for me...I don't know what it is yet..and I don't even see it yet.
I need somebody to talk to...
{posting this b'coz I need to express things that should not be IN ME!!!}
I wish to be strong but rite now
I'm almost fragile..
my hands are cold...
damam jua karang ku nie
I bet my Blood Pressure is rising
Biasanya sleeping is enough for me to get the tension out my hEAD...
& by going to the beach...have not gone to the beach but I don't think it's gonna work..coz I dun feel like it
Hopefully I can handle all the things I've said.

Gonna miss you (nursing college PAPRSB)

Although banyk kenangan pahit...
but there are times yg manis2
I'm so gonna miss myh skool
Not looking forward to move yet...
what can I do???!!!!

Hopefully I'll be adjusting in a short period of time
Stress jua ah jadi leader ani ah

I mean..pernah plng ku jdi leader and it's very stressing but
entah ah...inda ku suka lah pokoknya

I really hope that I can cope with everything going on...
hope to get a merit..Insya Allah for this semester
examinations nda g lama so wish me luck...
& wish u guys luck jua for the exams

nurses celebration (it was alrite...)

by the by, our clinicals are over...but exams still on...hopefully aku pass amin...mudahantahdapat merit this time...for me (mamex) of course Aimi, Ayu, Dye & Natz..sheedah jua..heheheamin1!!

editted by me..cali plng

Harez + Ep8..thax for letting me use your Nikon D90 + Canon EOS

Click here for big pic..I mean click the pic

Thanx guys for letting me use your Cams..
really appriciated..nanti ja ku minta the pics..
hehehe...
btw guys nanti update about the Nurses' celebration day
It was fun though bnyk g yg nda dtng...
ohg not to forget..Harez's GF jua..thnx..gto rez ah

Enuff is Enuff

gigi si akim after the operation

yasha n Irfan

mcm c JJ mukanya

as promise..kn masukkn gmbr2
c@JJ's hse




gmbr2kuyg alummandibutreallycreativebtw...excludingthelaptoppicnthebluenavyshirt...btw..my pics dlm nie nda seberapa lah...but saja2 kn masuk kn..hahaha

As some of you know that I re-sit for my NNH exam last year but I managed to pass with flying colour for that particular exam...
Alhamdullilah
but this semester I failed OSCE exam which is my practical...not entirely all of the skills though..just one and guess what it's wound dressing...
anyway, enuff with that...my nutrition test...mmmm...I don't know...I think I'll just wait for the result..lupa bah ku baca notes yg kna potokopikan...nda buduh d mna tu...sasak ku...hopefully I passed...my LS..pun nda ku tau...sasak lh ku jua...and NNH pun g tah...tungang langgak bah english ku..mudahan ja tcr merait tu fhm...
been so stress and I cnt really focus

yesterday g ...
pharmacology test...
mesti pass wah 100%
so takut kn menjawab...i should have cek balik2././.\
sasak ku fail bah ku...
p markah ku 24/25 plng...
which is ok for me...cos i'm really careless n stupid wen it cums to math
I sucked at it...
btw me n Ayu sama marks kmi...
it was a stressing day for me n ayu
even Aimi so we went to arcade,,...singing our tensions out
n we went to london's kebab's place
casbah x ujung nya d sengkurung..hahaha
so makan sana since si ayu is like craving for it..hehehe...DEEP bah si Ayu...
n she has opened my eyes byexplaining sumthings that are better left unsaid...
as in I can't tell u..hahaha
then we went out at night sma Aimi n Kumal &
She, Aimi * I were so happy that nite cos that was our first nite we went out together
Iatah...wen my stress level is so like...over the limit...
I'll do sumthing crazy..not really...hahah
but I hangout...kalau inda pun berkurung ja dlm bilik....

How I wish this world is
so stress free
like that's
gonna happen...
not even in a million years
....&
I don't like the dramas last year which I had to overcome
and I wish it's goin to be the last
and I hope to get a degree someday
salnya I don't think I can get it during this 3 years...
everything is so new to me and all
sapa nda sasak..

btw...kepada sapa2 yg gila2 tu...
n penjeles sangat
ckp tu biar dapan2 wah
jgn belakang2
jgn jdi 2face...
n mulut tu jangantah prasan sangat

n for those yg ngucap kawan ku ah...
bisai2 sikit...
san ku bek kawan ku tu
perception kmu wah..salah...

n for those who hates me...
antam tah kmu...
u dun noe shit anything bout me
kenali dulu...bru2 jua bekawan...
ngumpat belakang2 ...
becerita kali org...bek jua ku nie nda ingau...just let it go..
just because I say the truth...
n all hell breaks lose
tp that story over plng dah...
next time mun kn mengumpat ani...trustlah sapa2 dgn kmu becrita atu..
ani kna patan bah...btw...mun banci tu f di skulah act professional lah...

In conclusion, try not make people's lifes miserable.....
nda jua ada faedah nya....
plus...
kawan2 ku tu bek2 belaka...setau ku 2 2 wah dorng tu honest and true to themselves

unlike sum people I noe yg prasan lawa...
brigali g tu...ewwwww..ngapa ia...
kalau kmi ani kanak2 sampai dah plng tangan nie...
gnya we are like so mature and all
iatah mls th kmi kn melayan...
well actually mau ku plng kn ceta detailnya p aku nie kdng lupa...so mun terasa...terasa tah tu...nda tah ku duli...

Autism walkathon

It was alrite...but very tiring...
next time nda g join...
mcm nda tahan ada jua...mcm tahan ada jua...
so 50-50 lah
I'm very proud of si dye sal she made it to the S.rendah rimba
Si natz (nda ku tau smpi kah nda...) n ayu didn't not make it but I really like the determination from her
She's ok though...as for me...aku kn smbung smpi ke giant instead teliat tia hamster n org kai D90..apa nda terberanti....plus i dun noe the way kn ke giant jua...hahaha..krng sasat ku...
the heat was very intense though...ada jua burn sikit ada jua...my face n hands are a bit darker...
sorie...connnection low..nanti tah updates wf picz...plus my camera kat mata2..btw guys,wish me luck for my upcoming important tests of my life...pharmacology (on drug calculation..very2 hard as I am weak on math) n microbiology...

more flowers from hospital & Cgu Sendi's hse

Oh yeah!!! before I forgot go to this blogspot....http://ryan-erdi.blogspot.com/
ada gmbr kmi dinner at soto baba..hahaha...ada sum of my pics tht I hve taken wf my bro in-law dslr cam canon..hehehe